I got nothing today, so I’m going to respond to some folks who found my blog via random searches.

I’m still grieving:

I know. Me too. It’s hard. You put your smile on every day, and yet… it’s still there. It goes away a smidgen, like .01% every day. Then some days it comes back 110%. Those are the worst days, especially when they’re unexpected.

“my husband” “other lovers” occasional

you’re in the wrong place, honey.

training for foster parents on kids who

that’s it? Kids who what? What kind of training are you looking for? I can only imagine the various words that come after the word who in that sentence. The possibilities are endless. My guess? There’s not enough training.

I love her freckles

awww. That’s very, very sweet. Thank you.

join the gym buy new clothes

is this some kind of command from some other side? Does it mean buy new clothes to join the gym? Or join the gym and you’ll get to buy new, smaller clothes? With what money, after joining said gym?

fertility blog rochester, ny

I wrote about Rochester a long time ago, about a year, when my friend got married there. It was the first time I had a scary moment in regards to my fertility, because her supposedly psychic aunt told me it would take us 14 months to get pregnant (for anyone counting, that would be this November. We can’t do IVF ’til next year, so don’t place any bets on that one.) I wonder if that’s how infertility blog got paired with Rochester, NY.

horrible children foster adoption

uuuuuuuummmmmmmmm……………………

two months pregnant .Is it good to walk

HOW did someone get here this way??

can you still have ivf if you have hepat

there’s someone else? Possibly going through this? Why didn’t you e-mail me? I know that my blog didn’t answer your question, but still…

his daughter has not called me since his

if the last word in that search phrase is supposed to be death, there’s a reason. It’s too hard for her. It brings the fuzzy pain into such sharp focus when she’s around you or talking to you, that it’s too hard for her to call you. She feels horribly guilty, I promise. It’s not that she doesn’t want to talk to you, and it’s not that she doesn’t think about you. She’s having trouble calling her grandparents, as well.

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Even though some of the search terms seem crazy (eating ranch while pregnant? what?), I love looking at them. A review of my search terms is fairly representative of what’s here: infertility, weight struggles, grief, foster care. I wish it were more uplifting and fun, but I am where I am.